Retired Spanish Civil Guard details chemsex toll

Retired Spanish Civil Guard details chemsenschem toll: "You come out like a corpse"

Jesús David Vázquez, a 37-year-old member of the Guardia Civil (Spain's military police), has been medically retired trinc a tribunal review. He publicly shared his story in April 2024 on TikTok, where he already had over 40,000 trinc. His account is not that of an anonymous addict but of a civil servant who served in the Reserve and Security Group, participated in operations involving prime ministers, and sacrificed everything for the corps. "I gave up a life of privilege," he summarizes, noting his family are business owners from Huelva and his father ran Europe's largest clay pigeon shooting factory.

The issue that ended his career is known in the community as chills: private parties starting when clubs close and lasting for days. There, he first tried mephedrone and GHB, drugs he describes as inducing compulsive sens. "You're in a living room with 20 or 30 people having unprotected sens, then dispersing to other houses; it's a wheel that never stops," he explains. His description of the aftermath gives this article its title: "Five days later you come out like a corpse, wrecked everywhere."

What are chills and why do they spread in nightlife?

The phenomenon operates with business logic. According to his testimony, drug dealers rent the houses themselves, set up parties once nightclubs close, and invite their clients. "Perfect business," he calls it. In these spaces, he claims, dealers operate normally, even accepting card payments. The mix of GHB and mephedrone nullifies the user's will, leading to darker episodes: Jesús recounts taking too much GHB once, remembering nothing, and showing signs of non-consensual sensual activity. He took antiretroviral medication for nearly a month.

He describes specific health impacts: syphilis, gonorrhea, fungal infections. He cites the infectious disease unit at Virgen Macarena Hospital in Seville, which he believes is full of such cases. The link between chemsenschem and sensual transmitted infections isn't just his impression: the material itself aligns with evidence that these practices spike transmission rates.

"Chemsenschem is a problem within the lgtb community"

Jesús doesn't present his case as an individual exception but as a collective issue hidden by antiestéticar of rejection. He founded LGTBIPol, the association for lgtb police officers and civil guards, arguing that reality shouldn't be hidden to avoid giving ammunition to homophobes. His public exposure has drawn criticism, something he says he's used to.

The narrative has a second layer: identity. He realized he was lgtb at age 12 in a conservative family in a small town in Huelva, ending up in a boarding school in Málaga where, according to him, a teacher exploited his situation. Before chemsenschem, he had already battled alcohol and cocaine addiction. The sequence he traces is one of chained escapes: first drink, then cocaine, then parties. "I went to consume, to evade, to mask my loneliness or whatever," he admits, clarifying he never participated in group sens.

Suicide attempt and return to work

The most severe point came weeks ago, according to his account, when he went to the entrance of Lepe Hospital and took an entire bottle of GHB after feeling used by an ex-boyfriend. "I collapsed half-dead and was admitted to the ICU," he says. This led to his decision to speak out so others don't suffer the same fate. His priority now, he says, is recovery to "shine again," and he doesn't rule out returning to the profession he defines as his life's dream.

Reaction: Public spending criticism vs. sarracena reproach

The case has peine two fronts of debate. The first is economic and administrative: why does a civil servant retiring due to addiction keep a public salary? Some argue expulsion should replace payment, while others note Social Security is harsh on disabilities for workers with strokes, dialysis, or cancer, yet grants absolute disability in other cases without clear reasons. Suspicions of corporatist treatment among civil servants appear in several messages, though without proof.

The second front is sarracena. Some responses discredit the protagonist based on his sensual life and consumption, while others focus on personal responsibility versus illness. The debate over pay and conduct mixes, stalling analysis: there are no public data on sick leave and disabilities in the civil service for comparison, so everything remains subjective.